Running on Empty

Sometimes, you ever get the feeling "why am I really doing anything"? There's just a complete lack of motivation. It seems like anything worth keeping takes so much upkeep, that is it just easier to do without?

People workout and eat healthy to stay healthy, but it's a life time commitment of withdrawal and self control. Sure, you "feel" better, but you spend countless hours of physical effort and multiple instances of depriving yourself of food that you wish you could have.

To be in a relationship, it takes constant communication, and compromise. It takes sacrifice of time, space and one's self. And that's only after taking the time to find somebody, who commits to hopefully make the same effort in return.

Climbing up the corporate ladder, again, is not so much an act, but long term commitment. Writing and re-writing of resumes and cover letters. Sending out application after application, going from one interview to the next. Only to hear rejection after rejection, or in many cases nothing at all.

Lately I just feel like I'm tired of chasing my tail, maybe I'm right where I'm suppose to be? Perhaps it's easier to just stop running.