So it's my birthday (hooray?).What better time to get nostalgic, other than Christmas I suppose. I've been having the strangest dreams the last few days in a row (nothing kinky for those whose minds have wandered into the gutter), mainly involving one ex-girlfriend or another. I'm beginning to wonder if it means anything. I have to admit, I do think about my ex-girlfriend a fair amount. It's been over 2 years now, and she still comes to mind on a semi-regular basis. I have to admit, this can be extremely annoying.
Last night I had a twilight zone moment, I woke up around 2am from a dream I was having about my ex. Not able to fall asleep right away I went on the computer, and what awaits me on facebook? A bday msg from her. The writing style of it would suggest that she's treating it as a mere formality now. I hadn't heard from her since January, but this msg wasn't entirely unexpected. But the timing of it was weird, but I was way too tired to think about it too deeply.
Don't get me wrong, I still think we're better off apart, but part of me wonders if she thinks about me too. She's been with somebody else for well over a year now, so I imagine not. I know when I was dating, who I will just call "the crazy bitch", I very rarely if ever thought about my ex. Is there just a void that's there that my mind has to fill?
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